Still Plodding on.

Its slow, but things are being done. My bedroom still isn't finished, 1 wardrobe is up. I have the new curtains & bedding on & the side table assembled.
Bought a new Dyson the other day, had to go to Bolton for it as other stores were out of stock.
Bought a steam cleaner yesterday, does floors, windows, brushes & nozzles for other stuff like worktops. I made a start on cleaning the kitchen worktops, does a good job. cleaned the back door window, some of the floor, the health grill & hoovered & steamed youngest's bed. I wash his bedding nearly every day, but this way its cleaner. Bought him some football wall decoration vinyls, he has put them up. needless to say I crashed into bed for a while in the afternoon.
I am having a tough time with ds2, so having to do a lot on my own, plus the stress & upset isn't doing me any good. I am still taking stuff to the tip, still taking stuff to the garage/lock up, still sorting. The house is better than it was, but I am under so much pressure, Physically I am struggling. Problem is people see it as it is now & think its a mess, but its much better in area than it was, yet even now I am being threatened I may lose my home. I am desperate for help, yet feel penalised for being ill. Of course I care, I hate living in a tip & am trying, But feel some people look down their noses & think its a simple thing to sort. I wish they could make me well & remove the pressures I have to put up with. They look through rose tinted glasses. I can't do it alone & slow progress is better than no progress, yes i wish it was quicker, but it aint easy.

August already.

Not sure who is nicking time at the moment. I seem to be either in bed, or doing stuff for my lads, at the Mo. Not managed much more decluttering & sorting/ general HW at the mo. Did give the dyson a good clean the other day & hoover more in my room. The filters were way overdue being done, works better now. Feeling fed up & think I need a stick of dynamite shoved somewhere at the mo. Feel fed up my room still isn't finished. So much to do in the house & do have plans to do it, but each day passes & nothing more is done , Yes i do intend to, but yet don't seem to manage it.I am losing track of days, my life seems to be slipping away at the mo. My middle DS is now on the rd, Has a motorbike style moped, so spent some time with him getting that all sorted. Glad he has his freedom.